Heart break

This is true story n it actually happened to me..............

It all started almost 2 years back.........unbeleivable it was but i fell for her at once ...it seemed to me as u know "love at first sight"......I cud not beleive it....I was confused ....was it luv.......or mere infatuation........was i flirting with her............or in deep luv wid her...watevr it was ........i knew at once ....i was now attached to her firmly..........she was wonderful....she was charming(very cute)....n brilliant too...........it was as if we were made for each other.......it had never happened in my life bf4 .......i had seen others feeling this but had laughed on them ....but i now i understood.......as i was experiencing it...myself.........Suddenly my whole world changed.........i started spending lots n lots of time wid her...........i was happy n cheerful wid her around me....we conversed .........n talked in a unique way of our own....she accepted me whole heartidly...she wanted to knw everything about me........... wat i liked n wat not................evrythin surrounding me...ppl dear to me...... near to me....i missed her wen she was not around...cud'nt concentrate on anything apart from her .........it was as if my life was owed to her........i knew it ...i knew the answer....I was in luv...............

But things started to change...everything froze n came to a stand still.................though she remained the same as bf4......beautiful...charming....brilliant....n of crse loved me more n more ...it was eternal on her part...but not on mine i wanted to part wid her...to go away from her.......my luv , attraction..everything was fading rapidly now...........yet it seemed impossible ..........i had a deep attachment n found it unable to brk frm her.!!!..........i was confused ...............it was not the same anymore................i was unable to find out wat to do i stop giving time to her.....she was sad but still kept luving me more n more....but i disregarded that ....i wanted to be away from her ...not think abt her.......finish it completely ..the feelings...the attraction...the .........luv!......................

i had to take a decision ...it was tough but their didn't seem to be any option...finally after lot of inner conflicts ..............i decided i had to go away from her!!...i know she wud be hurt ...but alas ...life moves on..........though i didnt had the guts ..to tell her why i was doing it...............so i had just one option ....to dump her...........alas i thought time heals everything...n time will heal evrything...!!!..............may be we come bk together again ..may be....but for now i had to let her go....

With steely determination.................n firm resolve ......my mind racing...........my heart aching...everything flashed in my memories ...those beautiful days..................somewhere bryan adams was humming..."those were the best days of my life ".....Yes this was the moment....i closed my eyes ...tightened my fingers....i was sweating profusely......and ...............finally.....finally..................hit it.........................n she got terrified ...she tried to stay one last time... ..desperate to remain in my life...stopped me.............but alas ...... i had decided it was over...I hit it again..........n she was gone....forever.................

Will i evr get bk in her life again........i dont know...but if it happened ...things will not be the same again....................never.....












In loving memory of orkut ......the one i loved.................................remember ya always....................



(ps- "hit it" here the 'it ' means the 'Enter' button of the keyboard

"she tried to stay one last time" means ur asked "r u sure u wanna delete ur profile")